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ECONOMICS FINAL

 In high school there have been many adventures and many conflicts. Conflicts with myself, others and things such as grades have lead to the self discovery of character. These adventures and their conflicts have lead  me to discover who I truly am and what I want to do with my life.       The first conflict heading into high school was with the different environment of the school. Than prior schools the place I came to was less friendly-everything was more real. The majority of the teachers I saw where corrupt- an English teacher trapped in the past and in no means necessary should be teaching at all, a chemistry teacher who couldn't teach and a business management(whatever you want to call that) who could never control his students. From the very start, it was all a failure-I was failing chemistry badly and dared not cheat like the rest of my fellow students. But with the dying will not to fail- I worked hard, stayed out of a bad hallway and even though friends started to depar

Last 3 posts

What the last three posts where about-are the basis for new lyrics in the Moira series. I did something similar to this last year after I lost control of my alternate personality trying to be a social human in the area of female socialization-though I usually don't tell anyone about my condition-I am only telling you because my personality has completely taken over. It is no longer a fight to do anything- its a different feeling-I don't feel confused since the first time-since birth-I know what I want. I have started practicing sing-again and I'll find a way to make things working again-to keep this thing going in the direction of making these songs reality.

More Quotes

Men always want to be a woman's first love - women like to be a man's last romance. Oscar Wilde A tramp, a gentleman, a poet, a dreamer, a lonely fellow, always hopeful of romance and adventure. Charlie Chaplin     The word 'romance,' according to the dictionary, means excitement, adventure, and something extremely real. Romance should last a lifetime. Billy Graham   I love romance. I'm a sucker for it. I love it so much. It's pathetic. Drew Barrymore   French is the language that turns dirt into romance. Stephen King   Some say that the age of chivalry is past, that the spirit of romance is dead. The age of chivalry is never past, so long as there is a wrong left unredressed on earth. Charles Kingsley   Too many women throw themselves into romance because they're afraid of being single, then start making compromises and losing their identity. I won't do that. Julie Delpy   Romance is thinking about your significant other, w

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The last man on Earth sat alone in a room. There was a knock on the door. -Frederic Brown   Dreams are today's answers to tomorrow's questions.   Edgar Cayce All men dream, but not equally. Those who dream by night in the dusty recesses of their minds, wake in the day to find that it was vanity: but the dreamers of the day are dangerous men, for they may act on their dreams with open eyes, to make them possible. T. E. Lawrence   We all dream; we do not understand our dreams, yet we act as if nothing strange goes on in our sleep minds, strange at least by comparison with the logical, purposeful doings of our minds when we are awake.   Erich Fromm       If one does not understand a person, one tends to regard him as a fool.   Carl Jung     Often the hands will solve a mystery that the intellect has struggled with in vain.   Carl Jung     Who looks outside, dreams; who looks inside, awakes.  

project document 1

 from mental floss. 1. “Bed is the poor man’s Opera.” Source: Old Italian proverb Meaning: The man who can’t afford expensive entertainments can still conduct the most passionate of orchestrations in his own bed. Modern Usage: Something charming to say to your girlfriend when you’ve blown your paycheck on EVE Online Time Codes but are still hoping to get lucky. 2. “Children are certain cares, but uncertain comforts.” Source: How the Good Wife , 1460 Meaning: You can bet you’re gonna have to change their diapers, but there’s no guarantee they’ll stick around to change yours. Example of Modern Usage: The proper response to anyone who smiles smugly at a childless woman in her mid-thirties, points to their watch and says, “tick tick tick!” 3. “When cobwebs are plenty kisses are scarce.” Source: Notes and Queries , 1864 Meaning: Dirty houses are not sexy. Example of Modern Usage: Something a wife might say in bed as she shoves a body pillow between her sweat-p

Check Mate

humming- Walk into the room so many ladies but with no compass I am lost! To feel something more than one for the other- I wish I had twin brothers and clones but they would never be like me. Like me. Like me- I am stuck in awful awesome position-the other character in me plays his cards and moves his pieces-I am simply-simply in Check Mate! Check mate. Can't move-at all- don't want to hurt anyone's feelings-not at all. O-who am I to hate this When I really love this-some way some form-this was how I was supposed to be if I had not chained myself to this reality and its evil people and their profanity. This is who I am. This is who I am. I'm not check mate! I'm not your check mate! No-NO-resolve this a later date!

RIGH NOW!

righn now there are too many things on this mind- I have no one- I would run to- I just want almost everyone I see who is pretty and has a heart for me. For me. Really? RIGHT NOW- I need a simple solution to rise up and take up romance-but there is a point- a point-I see, I see Only one but too many I'm not done-just a little time left!!!! A little time left. So RIGH NOW! We were always good until we say that person in our future memory-too much insanity. But not for me!!! RIGH NOW! RIGH NOW!

DNA

when did death in neon give me anxiety we'll I'm dead now and no one can see me How can I? How can I? Get back my DNA! And reverse from decay. Get the damn narcotics away Call a hell day DNA!!!! This is what I say-you like a bottled up figure constantly fighting itself not to let the dark parts out  to destroy your heart- but you never know what the figure knows but all he shows is heartbreak- to destroy your DNA!!!!  How can I? How can I? Get back my DNA! And reverse from decay. Get the damn narcotics away Call a hell day DNA!!!! I was good-I was fine- I had him under control- But one day I just had to let go and let the dark thing try to get a hold of my mental gold.  How can I? How can I? Get back my DNA! And reverse from decay. Get the damn narcotics away Call a hell day DNA!!!! D-N-A! D-fucking N-fucking A! D-N-A! D-fucking N-fucking A! I explode and be real funny...  

MOIRA-MY WORLD!

For real the quest is to write 700 70 rhymes in just ten days.

WHAT IF?!

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What if you could create your own world? What would happen there and what could happen there. Would you be content and look down on your people? Could you be happy? Well every Friday-ten songs to tell you about MY WORLD! So there are over 7,000,000,000 people on the planet today- I won't stop till there are 7,000,000,000 songs.

Hurrah! All of 3 Chariot Parade is posted!

No really-all of 3 chariot parade is posted! Now these are actually songs I will sing and record- I just won't tell you when or where?

Candy Land Dance!

At one! The crazy people roam and at two-here is just what we do! Jump into a candy land and dance! Jump into a candy land and dance! This is our honeymoon! And we'll dance! Feed each other hearts and love o-love will explode! This is candy romance! We take sugary doses till we explode! Till we explode! In furious fierce energy!  Candy Romance! Dance! Dance! This what we love-a candy romance and dance! All the gumballs chased us because we told them it would add to our thrill of this new excitement of being married and so censored! Because we are too explicit for this land! Too explicit for this land! Too explicit for this land! Jump into a candy land and dance! Jump into a candy land and dance! This is our honeymoon! And we'll dance! Feed each other hearts and love o-love will explode! This is candy romance! We take sugary doses till we explode! Till we explode! In furious fierce energy!  Candy Romance! Dance! Dance! This what we love-a candy

Eyeliner!Damn!

She wears eyeliner! And gives me a scare! That I might actually love someone! Damn!Damn! I'm feeling for her-yet again! I feeling for her yet again!And I'm scared to look in those eyes of a soul that I wanted to share a soul with, over and over again! That eyeliner makes me weep but its a pretty touch-a bit too much for me! And all I can see is her eyeliner running off and off-down, down! When she is crying every time I reject her for not being safe! Now how can I be with her when I barely know-how to treat herself she doesn't know herself but I'll put on some eyeliner and be beside her in a symbolic distance and cry and cry! Damn!Damn! I'm feeling for her-yet again! I feeling for her yet again!And I'm scared to look in those eyes of a soul that I wanted to share a soul with, over and over again! That eyeliner makes me weep but its a pretty touch-a bit too much for me! And all I can see is her eyeliner running off and off-down, down! Wh

SKY FIGHTHER!

We came here to rule the universe-the stars the sky and all the wishes of ladies hidden amongst the sky! We will never forget we never came here to party but we came here to revenge our hearts! REMEMBRANCE! WOMAN CAME FROM VENUS AND WE CAME FROM MARS! We came from the other side of the know galaxy to a transfixed reality-know as Earth! Just know as Earth! We known since birth we are sky fighters to get our hearts stolen at birth from women and their daughters! We are sky fighters! Never own, actually a toy fighter! We are sky fighters! Heart felt-SKY FIGHTERS!  (Sky-fly-me-learn to get back your heart!) We have to fight to date!Fight to love-them! Them! We came from the other side of the know galaxy to a transfixed reality-know as Earth! Just know as Earth! We known since birth we are sky fighters to get our hearts stolen at birth from women and their daughters! Once upon a time mankind wasn't like this true love could be inspired and insured by a singl

HIGH!

Hey!Hey! This is a panic state! you'll never date me at this rate! I'm healing HIGH! I'm healing high! I'm healing high! I am healing high! Just to try and reach you but in lonely ghost stories-I'll never get over this misery! Over the week end! I see you in everyone's faces! I'm damned for sure! But I reach deep and spark high to get to you! Hey! Hey! this is a panic and never at a rate I'll reach to sweep you off your feet once I get over the mental state of my mind being shattered- O!O!  I'm healing HIGH! I'm healing high! I'm healing high! I am healing high! Just to try and reach you but in lonely ghost stories-I'll never get over this misery! Over the week end! I see you in everyone's faces! I'm damned for sure! But I reach deep and spark high to get to you! Venus to Mars! Get my thoughts back up! Earth to school! I'm feeling better and I'll just have to shoot myself to stop me for reachi

Coffee for Two!

I have way to much interested in the female body Like which way does its splendor end! Then I run into the coffee shop and realize It's all for me! All for free! Just in my mind! You are the server of the coffee and you are the one with the golden voice to show me that the body is not all one should long for but the very soul! So now have coffee with me-It usually doesn't come free and yeah it will be- Coffee for Two! Me and You! Me and YOU! Coffee for two! You tell me look up at your face and its really pretty but there is actually something there radiating from your eyes- SURPRISE! You are the one! You are the one! For me! You are the server of the coffee and you are the one with the golden voice to show me that the body is not all one should long for but the very soul! So now have coffee with me-It usually doesn't come free and yeah it will be- Coffee for Two! Me and You! Me and YOU! Coffee for two! I just think if you can change how I t

Chylan's party to the end!

My name is Chylan! Party!Party! Sunday morning tattoo I don't know what to do Just what to do but be alone with you It was a one night stand and damn-it was grand and give me your hand I am a gentleman- I really am-be a lady(a gentle woman) and give me your hand and I'll make this a whole life adventure and we'll be partying even through hardship- through heartbreak- to the end! We'll be the color chylan  and party to the end! And party to the end! Party in chylan-a color you never heard that we created  just because we can and we can defeat the anguish! The anguish! The anguish! In our lives! I am a gentleman- I really am-be a lady(a gentle woman) and give me your hand and I'll make this a whole life adventure and we'll be partying even through hardship- through heartbreak- to the end! We'll be the color chylan  and party to the end! And party to the end! We are young and we already know what is at stake! And what is at stak

Burning Stakes

In the ground they'll be burning stakes for sure When fangs come out all across the land! I want to drink! And spill out vampiric blood-all all night! When I'm the vampire you've been dreaming of! So darling-darling-don't stake me when I the vampire will kill vampires for you! I love you and you love me-don't burn me when I don't learn to come running for you! If I don't come running for you with this burning stake I got to get this burning stake out of my heart! Lately I've been sleeping under the microscope- trying to figure out where did my head go and were did my guts go and I'm hurt so much by my brain screaming-I would never ever be with you and if I was-I could forget my point-because you were not what I thought! I want to drink! And spill out vampiric blood-all all night! When I'm the vampire you've been dreaming of! So darling-darling-don't stake me when I the vampire will kill vampires for you! I love

Lighter

I am a lighter a fuel of flame and I'll breathe fire to bless you well and drag you through hell and then to heaven so can deary love you! I want to deary love you at the point you don't want to ever leave me ever and ever- I want to light you up like a lighter of flames and fires and make you my liquid queen and knock me out! Flames and fires have never met so fast with water and ice and you'll put lovely cake in the belly  of my dreams and make everything a distorted  wonderful sex-full sympathy symphony! And the way you'll strip off the clothes and just be bare with me will show you you care about us being a knock out! A knock out! Out!Out! I am a lighter a fuel of flame and I'll breathe fire to bless you well and drag you through hell and then to heaven so can deary love you! I want to deary love you at the point you don't want to ever leave me ever and ever- I want to light you up like a lighter of flames and fires and make

Donuts and Unicorns

I was riding in a dreamy trail on a saturday transitioning into a Sunday-transitioning on for whatever feeling I have felt this miserable run of a life! I wish to be a unicorn- a unicorn of dreams and donuts a unicorn to heal your cuts! And stab those against my princess(you!) In the guts! I wish to be happy-happy as the unicorn of donuts and I'll tell everyone! I am the unicorn of donuts! So run with me in a flowery dress through the streets, we'll make our fantasy! Don't kick us down with your balls or we'll get our friends and kick you all down for sure and down for sure, you'll be for good And good-you are goners! With your pain in flowery spray can! I wish to be a unicorn- a unicorn of dreams and donuts a unicorn to heal your cuts! And stab those against my princess(you!) In the guts! I wish to be happy-happy as the unicorn of donuts and I'll tell everyone! I am the unicorn of donuts! Woah! woAH! I am what I am! I am the happ

3 Chariot Parade

This is three cheers for sympathy and you tell me to be strong-you voice in my head make me do things I do not want to do but you are really me and I'm really you and I won't ever ignore you! Heart and Mind! I'll never waste any of my time- being afraid! So cheer, cheer,cheer-I'll run-run-a parade! Three or many cheers for a three chariot parade! HEART! MIND! DREAM! So I'll tell you running won't be easy! It won't easy until you cheer and sing hi! High!HIGH! and ho! And ho-o! Run  this parade around the safe parts of this world three times to be very quick-so quick-and so bold! Heart and Mind! I'll never waste any of my time- being afraid! So cheer, cheer,cheer-I'll run-run-a parade! Three or many cheers for a three chariot parade! HEART! MIND! DREAM! Run this parade around! And around! Around and around! Up and up the road we go down past the jersey shore is the ending for shore were we meet the sea were we meet the se

Open

As an opening all these songs I written in the dark are now live and on fire! Right know-WELL! Not on fire!

RUNAWAY GROOM

 Quick Note: this was created on the 11/11/2011 I just dug it out! Found it again! I keep thinking you’re the one but every time I ask you, you avoid me. With soft withering soles and computer controls you always take off into the deep blue sea and don’t come back to me for weeks. When desperation reaches its peaches I’ll be so gone… Without you and travel out to something new. Chorus I am going a way to a destination you cannot go or stay. Hey lady your husband to be ran away. He got cold feet today. Groom run away all day, yeah, yeah, all day, hey, hey~! Your groom got away. Perhaps you’ll find someone new today. Someone shrew and not like me or you. Someone who can really take care of you or Make you seem like a total fool. Cause for now on you’re a fool to me! Chorus I am going a way to a destination you cannot go or stay. Hey lady your husband to be ran away. He got cold feet today. Groom run away all day, yeah, yeah, all day,

New Format

Posts will now come in two formats: PARAGRAPH LYRICS usually or never accompanied by a picture

EFCT

I've been kicked out so low- and I need to sleep- I really need to sleep and cry me- and cry me-some-tears that are so old as myself that could be from Egypt theirselves. I'll cry-o-I'll cry me some-just some Egyptian Cloth Tears-drown out all my fears in some soft-soft Soft Egyptian Tears I my fears is just letting this slip by and my fears-my fears I scream you tears I scream you tears- I just can't-I just can't talk to you the trauma is  simply too much-so I'll try to not drown in tears forever and ever and ever and ever because I know I can never break through with I not myself for me and for you I know I can break through-IF I love you- So I push-push-till there are no more tears- Just no more tears-If I Can Just destroy bad memories- reverse faulty tendencies- Turn the bad memories to good in just a time till you find me crying cotton tears.