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Ello open post to all.

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NW WRLD OR

* Truth * No Deception - No self deception *Consideration *Open minded thinking * Empathy Thinking- see how others think * Self Definition * No Fear * Look towards the Future * Always keep the fight * Be Calm- your body is not made for stress You know I live with twisted people, these people in fact are my parents who have been corrupted by fear and self delusion. They  talk about fitting norms of society when they don't realize two things, norms sounds nasty and limits and rules(their norms) are constantly changing because of constant growing human population with each generation bringing their own ideas. They believe a certain group has to be way better than any other in existence when if you are a christian the great God will take of that. Because all people are at the same status because they have to die. Only a person who didn't have to die would be higher than anyone else. If these so called"norms" of society weren't to change their really

Cycle of Love (MATURE)

Don't worry me with your sorrows baby. I haven't been speaking to you lately. And if you take me And if you take me Home tonight, I'll be a giggling school girl of delight Your love-I say- Your love is sweet and I can repeat One,two, kick shoes off feet, it won't take that long to complete this cycle of love! This cycle love-this cycle of love- now-now baby is going to take me around and around and around and around! Don't take it down till you can get around my mood stiff as stiff can be- I won't make you weep in misery- I make them other girls cry in misery! In this cycle of  love! Now everyone, if you can sing-alright If you can dance-all-right! And if you can suck up to romance- you got a chance to go around and around and around with somebody special! SPECIAL! LOVE is special! yeah, ee-yeah-ee yeah!  One,two, kick shoes off feet,it won't take that long to complete this cycle of love! This cycle love-this cycle of love- now-now

Back Again

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So yesterday I finally sat down and wrote some more stories. Which stories would you ask? Well first I rewrote the Kiss, to a more vivid tone next I made the follow ups and tomorrow I'm going to make the last one in the series- but hey, it'll take a while to type, each is over 6 pages long so I am going to first post the Prance , the updated Kiss story, the Death , the Killer and finally the Victory ! YAH!

COMMENTARY ON "HOW I BECAME SICK"

I have discovered that throughout my teenage years that I have grown up tremendously from the shy loser I used to be, even though I do not like the school I have been assigned to, the school has taught me alot about life. First off, it taught me to stand my ground, realize that everyone doesn't have the same mindset I do. Also to realize that you should respect other people for their different mindsets, because difference is what makes us good if the difference is respected/needed. You should be considerate towards others and not use other people as pawns for your various plots, good or bad. I have also learn that if ever in battle or  in hell's fury, it is best to stand on your own. Stand on your own and let no one change you because if they can change you, they have power over you and their power over is a bad thing. You should always be calm, always stand open minded and think things through no matter the cost. And if you ever fall from a  dream, realize that there is a

THUNDER HEART COUNTER on Valentine's Day!

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So how is your heart faring on this fine Valentine's day?! Respond with the initials, I am doing well at STH! You see my New Year's resolution has held up.

The End-How I became Sick Part 3

Jun 6, 2011, 12:53 pm  about to leave Boston.  Jun 14, 2011, 2:06 am  dang this writer's block, I just need a vacation!  Jun 14, 2011, 6:09 pm  went to see a movie.  Jun 16, 2011, 1:12 pm  Those stupid people on family Feud.  Jun 17, 2011, 12:09 am Tumblr is my new blogger.  Jun 17, 2011, 9:28 pm  My friend, getting a girl is like landing a penny in a can with a penny sized hole passing by in a car. Sometimes you get it, some times you don't!  Jun 25, 2011, 7:13 pm summer's in!  Jul 2, 2011, 12:37 am  Reality is a sad place.  Jul 2, 2011, 8:06 pm  hurray, it is about to rain!  Jul 3, 2011, 7:17 pm  it is good to be at peace with yourself.  Jul 6, 2011, 3:27 pm  to bad I can't get on chat  Jul 9, 2011, 12:17 am  tomorrow is ask me questions day so get ready.  Jul 12, 2011, 7:56 pm  The best business to make money is the religion business.  Jul 13, 2011, 4:03 pm  I wanna join the glee cast so I can murder innocent young or old songs.  Jul 1

BETRAYL-HOW I BECAME SICK part 2

Jan 9, 2011, 9:42 pm  ? I hate HIGH SCHOOL   Jan 14, 2011, 6:36 pm   Haa. It's only human to be bipolar.  Jan 10, 2011, 11:55 pm  some people are just ignorant...  Jan 11, 2011, 1:46 pm  don't you just wanna kiss these lips?  Jan 13, 2011, 8:21 pm  screw uniforms!  Jan 13, 2011, 8:22 pm  Alert! School district battle over uniforms. Alert!  Jan 13, 2011, 10:32 pm  placing random me's?  Jan 13, 2011, 10:33 pm  finally tried of placing me's.  Jan 14, 2011, 7:08 pm  Wishes to be madly in love.   Jan 15, 2011, 3:50 pm   yeah. I don't.  Jan 15, 2011, 3:51 pm  HATES CHEMISTRY.  Jan 17, 2011, 1:11 pm  woke up at 8:27 and started writing  Jan 17, 2011, 4:05 pm  Sister, little sister, don't marry that mister.   Jan 17, 2011, 10:39 pm  I could give you my sore red blood or lies. Pick your death. PICK YOUR DEATH!  Jan 18, 2011, 4:40 pm  don't you hate when people don't understand.   Jan 19, 2011, 4:53 pm   angry at this girl, she does

HISTORY- HOW I BECAME SICK PART 1

Jul 26, 2010, 9:50 pm Is sad he cannot watch a show... Jul 28, 2010, 11:27 pm  Is killing time...  Jul 29, 2010, 10:01 pm  I have a way of finding out Jul 31, 2010, 11:52 pm  another week end.. Aug 3, 2010, 10:55 am  Parents(esp.father)= Bad. Aug 6, 2010, 2:37 pm  joined a storybook  Aug 10, 2010, 4:27 pm  it is important you eat a good breakfast,especially in this hell house.  Aug 11, 2010, 8:05 pm boredom.. being human is so hard..  Aug 12, 2010, 10:25 pm going nuts entirely sadden   Aug 15, 2010, 11:16 am   I wrote a weird poem and I only have a week of schol  Aug 14, 2010, 12:48 am my birthday is coming up on Monday.  Aug 15, 2010, 2:22 am  mother- you better not bring anyone outside of black as a wife. me-Damn. Then I am never getting married.   Aug 15, 2010, 11:15 am   you don't know my mother,sometimes she is crazy, more crazy when the subject comes up.   Aug 15, 2010, 8:08 pm   I'll just have to hide my children.  Au

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HISTORY-The Thoughts of Becoming Sick

So I have finally done it, I have compile all my comments from a social writing site and have posted them on here, it goes from 2010 to this year 2013, and then you can see how I have changed for better or for worse.  Though there seems to be some type of problem posting so I will type my stuff up from the site. OR since I have a Twitter I will just do a performance of my changes just like a play. Enjoy, Sick Phanthom.

THINKING...

This is the things I did last year and I ponder about it here The things I did last year recorded here recorded here! I stole a computer, one that was laying with the rest five or six times then gave up and then revolutionized my stories, my stories and started a revolution of rhyme. So this why I write a poem this time to say the things I did last year. Don't do them the same as I did before.Or, or-its possible to do them the same way if I was the same  person I was last year but I'm better now, now,now,now. Went through a storm-started by a failed greeting that ended yesterday in the mirror where I talked myself out so I can ask an angel would she led me her name. For I been hiding in drunken despair in shame since I made a failed greeting so lame so lame, so lame- I was beat by my own father, I was yelled at by sisters and was and was forced to go back onto a girl and only cause her more pain- and I can only ascertain I only survived in your name- in your

PROBLEM 2

I really need a boost in confidence because lately I just feel like someone's bitch.

PROBLEM 1

 SHIT!Can't get over my painful silence,mental anxiety and all this other crap-is weighing me down can't talk and almost too lazy to do anything...display wrong emotions-I need sleep.