MY HEART SCREAMS NO

CAUTION: This an old work so it no longer applies to how I feel now-just then-whenever I actually wrote this-must of accidental forgot to post it.

I feel like there is a piece of my soul missing,
but I still think there is some one I rather be kissing.
Still there is a hole in my heart, it is so unbelievable!
Unbelievable.Unbelievable.Unbelievable.

I do not want be sinister, I do not want to hurt anybody.
But what I can't help to do, is insure your freedom from
a hurt much worse than the one now.
When somehow I move on with this hole in my heart.
This hole in my heart.(this hole in my heart, my heart)

My heart screams NO, this is chaos only can
and only will be chaos, there is a hole in my heart
but I still love another-there is a piece of my soul missing
( with you not around) But I still there is someone I rather be kissing
and its a shame we never kissed! Its chaos in my heart and its unbelievable!!!!
Its unbelievable.

I do not want be sinister, I do not want to hurt anybody.
But what I can't help to do, is insure your freedom from
a hurt much worse than the one now.
When somehow I move on with this hole in my heart.
This hole in my heart.(this hole in my heart, my heart)

My heart screams NO, this is chaos only can
and only will be chaos, there is a hole in my heart
but I still love another-there is a piece of my soul missing
( with you not around) But I still there is someone I rather be kissing
and its a shame we never kissed! Its chaos in my heart and its unbelievable!!!!

I sit in the dark and I can't ignore it like last time! What the hell have I done,
it feels like hell in the pit of my stomach, my soul- look up to the mural of experiences I've drawn in my head-in my head-in my head and the pity and shame and the frown on your face
makes me feel cold with a piece of my soul missing....
Its unbelievable.