THINKING...

This is the things I did last year
and I ponder about it here
The things I did last year
recorded here
recorded here!

I stole a computer, one that was laying with the rest
five or six times then gave up
and then revolutionized my stories, my stories
and started a revolution of rhyme.
So this why I write a poem this time to say the things I did last year.
Don't do them the same as I did before.Or, or-its possible to do them the same way if I was the same  person I was last year but I'm better now, now,now,now.

Went through a storm-started by a failed greeting that ended yesterday
in the mirror where I talked myself out so I can ask an angel would she led me her name.
For I been hiding in drunken despair in shame since I made a failed greeting so lame
so lame, so lame- I was beat by my own father, I was yelled at by sisters and was
and was forced to go back onto a girl and only cause her more pain-
and I can only ascertain I only survived in your name- in your name-
so I will ,I will succeed this year because the pain is gone.
I have been so gone for so long but now I am back, will you save me from going
back if I find the courage to stop avoiding magnificent you this year.

The stress is gone,the horror is gone because I know you will be for me-
When I got no one for me-and to end evil sins I believe I got to talk to you for
me! Not to be selfish but you are it for me this year because I failed to talk to you
the first part of the year, yesterday the day before that day-hey-hey loser that way.
But you are it, there is no else-I hope I can do it this year or there will be no more years.
No more years because there is no one else for me. That's what I'm thinking.